Hey there,

It’s been a while, huh? I started this blog to track the moments in my life, my journey and growth but I couldn’t even really keep up with that.

The whole idea of Scrap Log was a personal diary but I found myself struggling to even write to myself here. I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed recently in all honesty, I’ve been feeling like I’m nowhere near where I wanted to be in life. I’m about to turn 29 and I see everyone around me getting engaged, married, having babies, buying houses or starting their own business, I suddenly felt stuck? I had a long talk with my younger sister yesterday about how I don’t have the opportunities I wish she had, I felt jealous.

I want growth, I want freedom, I know how privileged I am already and maybe I’m just being selfish but I want more in life. I feel like I’m not living, I’m not experiencing life enough.

I realise just how much I focus my time on everyone but myself, the only thing I’m consistent with that benefits me is the gym and that is because I go with Alex and I’d be letting him down if I don’t go. I want to narrow my focus onto myself, I want to be more selfish and I want to give myself consistency.

This is still just the start of my journey, you will hear from me more. I will be better.

Until next time,
Kimberly